Aw Michelle I'm so so sorry to see that...i was so hoping it would be different for you this time I hope what I said didn't push you to test if you werent ready but i just remembered what you said from last time. I remember thinking it was so unfair. I'm so so sorry again. Mind yourself x

Thanks girls. Mrsbb and dotty it's 8 days after transfer so I'm afraid that would just be wishful thinking. Don't know what all the niggles and twinges were about but anyway it is what is now.
Sarah it's good that you have a date for your consultation and I hope things move along for you now. It's a really hard thing to go through so look after yourself.

Oh Michelle I’m sorry xxx

Hi Girls, catching up on everyone’s news. Delighted things are progressing for you Bailey. Sorry To hear your news Sarah. At least you have a frostie left and hopefully have a plan soon. Not easy though. AFM, I got polyp removed on Monday and started pill the wknd. The plan is to reduce menopur to same as cycle I had one blastocyst to see if that improves quality. We are going to transfer 3 on day 3 if we have them. I’m scared but excited.

Sounds like a good plan dreambaby and you sound positive and excited which is a great way to be. How ling will you be on the pill?
Dotty my otd is Sunday and I've to ring the clinic on Monday then. I didn't even get upset this time don't know why.

That sounds like a good plan dream...glad you're moving forward again! Michelle I think it's a self-preservation thing. And there's no right or wrong way to feel. I think second time is just so different...will you ring the clinic and let them know?

Thanks Lorraine and Sarah. I think numb might be a good word to describe it right now. Yeh Sarah 8 days yesterday but it was a day 6 embryo. Tested again this morn to make sure and stark white. Pretty sure they'd would be something tgere by now. Might wait until tmrw to ring the clinic Lorraine as they prob won't be too impressed that I tested so early.

Michelle they know well that we test early. When I was talking to the nurse at transfer she just laughed when I mentioned it was a possibility and she said that there was no way she could wait herself. Will you stay on the progesterone etc til otd? Do you have a beta anyway? I'm so sorry you're going through this again. We're here for you.
And for you Sarah...how are you feeling today? Any sign of af yet? Get lots of nice painkillers and chocolate in. Thinking of you x

Michelle, I'm so genuinely sorry. It's just so bloody unfair. Mind yourself and like Lorraine said, we're all here for you. xx